It's been a while, I've been busy and exhausted and busy again and exhausted again. (Rinse and repeat)
May is Cystic Fibrosis awareness month! I was going to post my daily routine and tell you how many pills I take. But after reading a friends post on face book, I realized that all you know about me is my struggle.(Unless we have met personally) So instead I want you to know that I love my life. I have wonderful husband who takes care of me (and works full time), I have a witty and intelligent daughter who makes my world a brighter place every day, I have great friends who I can always count on to make me smile, and my family is full of awesome people!
My life *IS* a struggle, but so is everyone else's. My struggle is not the same as yours, and the two can not be compared. Your struggle is just as valid as mine.
Cystic Fibrosis is a genetic disease that affects the lungs and digestive systems of approximately 30,000 children and adults in the US. We all take many pills every day and do treatments resulting in hours of our day spent on "maintenance". We need a cure because this disease still cuts lives short. CFF.org is a great foundation working to find a cure. They have helped to fund a drug that is out now called Kalydeco, which is doing wonders for a small group of us with a specific mutation. They are currently funding the research and development of a medicine that will help a larger group as well. BUT neither of these things are a cure. So we can still really use donations.
I am more than CF.
I am a mother. I am a wife. I am a daughter. I am a sister. I am a friend. I am a Godmother. I am a good person. I am strong. I am funny. I am a bird watcher, a dog lover, a "ghost hunter", and a gamer.
There are so money facets of me and cystic fibrosis is just one of them.
About Me
- Chrissy
- I am a wife and mother who also has cystic fibrosis and a mitochondrial disease.
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Friday, May 1, 2015
Friday, September 19, 2014
Weight loss with Mito and CF
I have decided to be more diligent with my blogging, or at least I am going to try to be. I should post more often to raise awareness on issues near and dear to my heart.
This week is mitochondrial disease awareness week and I have been flooding my page with tid bits about having a mitochondrial disease. I have two genetic diseases both are progressive and neither have a cure. Both are/have been considered childhood diseases. (Cystic Fibrosis and Mitochondrial Disease) Obviously since I am 37 they are not. I was sick a lot as a kid, and was labeled fat and lazy. So when I turned 21 and they diagnosed me I was so happy to know why I was fat and lazy (and sick).
The problem?
I can’t change the fat or lazy part. Because of my Mito I don’t absorb vitamins and minerals correctly, and my CF totally compounds this issue. I take enzymes when I eat, avoid milk products (except for cheese, I LOVE cheese), take vitamin supplements, I get vitamins and minerals twice a week. I am still low. The past few months I have really been struggling with carotene, vitamin A and D. They are just consistently low all of the time it seems. At IVs I get blood work every week to monitor my levels. My cholesterol is really low too, but that is nothing new either. You would think that I would be losing weight through all this, but I’m not. I have been around the same weight for years, it seems. The mito causes me to have muscle cramping, nerve and joint pain; so exercising is not an option for me. I’d like to try to get to the pool more often but the Y costs money and I just don’t have that right now. Plus I eat whatever I crave, my doctors told me to; the thought process is that if I crave it my body needs it. My CF doc is happy with my weight and my mito doc hasn’t said anything about it, so I assume it’s a non issue for them. It is something I think about often though. Some days I am so bloated none of my clothing looks right and some days everything is a size too big, and my pants just fall right off. I exercise when I can but honestly, that is not often and not on a regular basis. I try to not focus on it, but it is hard. I used to go on all sorts of crash diets as a teen t try to fit in, but when y daughter was born everything changed. No more crash diets. I eat healthy, but sometimes I over eat the healthy stuff and without exercise I can’t lose. But I have learned to be happy in my own skin, plus being “chubby” seems to work for my health right now.
Both my illnesses have shaped my personality and me physically. They have both left a permanent mark, like a tattoo, on my soul. It will never go away, and I am ok with that.
For more info on Mitochondrial Disease go to UMDF.og
For more info on Cystic Fibrosis got to CFF.org
This week is mitochondrial disease awareness week and I have been flooding my page with tid bits about having a mitochondrial disease. I have two genetic diseases both are progressive and neither have a cure. Both are/have been considered childhood diseases. (Cystic Fibrosis and Mitochondrial Disease) Obviously since I am 37 they are not. I was sick a lot as a kid, and was labeled fat and lazy. So when I turned 21 and they diagnosed me I was so happy to know why I was fat and lazy (and sick).
The problem?
I can’t change the fat or lazy part. Because of my Mito I don’t absorb vitamins and minerals correctly, and my CF totally compounds this issue. I take enzymes when I eat, avoid milk products (except for cheese, I LOVE cheese), take vitamin supplements, I get vitamins and minerals twice a week. I am still low. The past few months I have really been struggling with carotene, vitamin A and D. They are just consistently low all of the time it seems. At IVs I get blood work every week to monitor my levels. My cholesterol is really low too, but that is nothing new either. You would think that I would be losing weight through all this, but I’m not. I have been around the same weight for years, it seems. The mito causes me to have muscle cramping, nerve and joint pain; so exercising is not an option for me. I’d like to try to get to the pool more often but the Y costs money and I just don’t have that right now. Plus I eat whatever I crave, my doctors told me to; the thought process is that if I crave it my body needs it. My CF doc is happy with my weight and my mito doc hasn’t said anything about it, so I assume it’s a non issue for them. It is something I think about often though. Some days I am so bloated none of my clothing looks right and some days everything is a size too big, and my pants just fall right off. I exercise when I can but honestly, that is not often and not on a regular basis. I try to not focus on it, but it is hard. I used to go on all sorts of crash diets as a teen t try to fit in, but when y daughter was born everything changed. No more crash diets. I eat healthy, but sometimes I over eat the healthy stuff and without exercise I can’t lose. But I have learned to be happy in my own skin, plus being “chubby” seems to work for my health right now.
Both my illnesses have shaped my personality and me physically. They have both left a permanent mark, like a tattoo, on my soul. It will never go away, and I am ok with that.
For more info on Mitochondrial Disease go to UMDF.og
For more info on Cystic Fibrosis got to CFF.org
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
Awareness
This week is Mitochondrial Disease awareness week (September 14 – 20) and I am always thinking of ways to spread awareness about both of my diseases, Cystic Fibrosis and Mito. Ironically my Mito is the only hurdle in doing so. I can no long participate in Great Strides (CF walk), I can still sponsor someone but I used to participate in 1 walk for years and for those last 3 years I did 2. Cystic Fibrosis previously was thought to be a childhood disease, Mito still is talked about as a childhood disease but they are learning more and more about adult onset.
I try to post on social media to spread awareness, and I have this blog but I can’t help but feel like I am not doing enough. Then again that is a common theme in my adult life. I never feel like I am doing enough. I should be doing more to raise awareness. I should be doing more around the house. I should be doing more to help my family. I should be doing more to see my family. The list goes on and on, but I’m no whiner so I’ll stop there.
To learn more about Mitochondrial Disease go to umdf.org
Getting them to narrow my specific Mito down is like pulling teeth, every visit I’d ask and every visit I would get the same answer. “You have two mutations never seen before. We cannot classify them easily and we have no other to compare it to. We don’t really know what other symptoms will develop, but we do know the ones you have will progress.” It is a nightmare, and to get any answer I have to break down in front of the right person. I broke down at many of my Mito appointments, and they felt bad; I think, but no one would budge. No false hope and all that jazz, they wanted to be sure. In an article written about me they say “a woman who has been suspected of mitochondrial Cytopathy”, while at another appointment another doc said they thought it was a Myopathy. (Am J Med Genet. 2002 Nov 15;113(1):59-64)
I’m still waiting.
To learn more about Cystic Fibrosis go to cff.org
I was diagnosed at 21 which is when he figured out that I had Mito too. I have lived with the knowledge of both, but because they weren’t sure about the Mitochondrial Disease I focused on my CF. Tried to learn as much about it as I can, I’m no expert but I do know what it is and what it does, and more importantly what it will do. I ignored my Mito until my symptoms had progressed and I was unable to sit at work or walk across a parking lot. I fought hard or disability and was denied twice. Finally I had to go in, that day I was not moving well at all. I had my wheel chair for the long walk into the court house, but I walked into the court room. It was slow and agonizing but I wanted these people to see me. Not just the label of Mito, but me and what it was doing to my body. Finally this judge saw *ME*.
Now I live in a two story home with my husband and daughter. They do the housework and cooking. I pitch in when I can, which is not often. Most days I sit by my window and watch the birds outside, my dogs keep me company as I spend my time on the internet, reading, watching TV, or playing a video game. When the pain is bad I do more than one, in an attempt to keep myself occupied with other things. My therapist called this a distraction method and said it was common with chronic pain sufferers.
Please educate yourself on Mitochondrial Disease and Cystic Fibrosis, both diseases need a cure. Not because I have them, but because I know, first hand, what they are capable of doing to people.
I try to post on social media to spread awareness, and I have this blog but I can’t help but feel like I am not doing enough. Then again that is a common theme in my adult life. I never feel like I am doing enough. I should be doing more to raise awareness. I should be doing more around the house. I should be doing more to help my family. I should be doing more to see my family. The list goes on and on, but I’m no whiner so I’ll stop there.
To learn more about Mitochondrial Disease go to umdf.org
Getting them to narrow my specific Mito down is like pulling teeth, every visit I’d ask and every visit I would get the same answer. “You have two mutations never seen before. We cannot classify them easily and we have no other to compare it to. We don’t really know what other symptoms will develop, but we do know the ones you have will progress.” It is a nightmare, and to get any answer I have to break down in front of the right person. I broke down at many of my Mito appointments, and they felt bad; I think, but no one would budge. No false hope and all that jazz, they wanted to be sure. In an article written about me they say “a woman who has been suspected of mitochondrial Cytopathy”, while at another appointment another doc said they thought it was a Myopathy. (Am J Med Genet. 2002 Nov 15;113(1):59-64)
I’m still waiting.
To learn more about Cystic Fibrosis go to cff.org
I was diagnosed at 21 which is when he figured out that I had Mito too. I have lived with the knowledge of both, but because they weren’t sure about the Mitochondrial Disease I focused on my CF. Tried to learn as much about it as I can, I’m no expert but I do know what it is and what it does, and more importantly what it will do. I ignored my Mito until my symptoms had progressed and I was unable to sit at work or walk across a parking lot. I fought hard or disability and was denied twice. Finally I had to go in, that day I was not moving well at all. I had my wheel chair for the long walk into the court house, but I walked into the court room. It was slow and agonizing but I wanted these people to see me. Not just the label of Mito, but me and what it was doing to my body. Finally this judge saw *ME*.
Now I live in a two story home with my husband and daughter. They do the housework and cooking. I pitch in when I can, which is not often. Most days I sit by my window and watch the birds outside, my dogs keep me company as I spend my time on the internet, reading, watching TV, or playing a video game. When the pain is bad I do more than one, in an attempt to keep myself occupied with other things. My therapist called this a distraction method and said it was common with chronic pain sufferers.
Please educate yourself on Mitochondrial Disease and Cystic Fibrosis, both diseases need a cure. Not because I have them, but because I know, first hand, what they are capable of doing to people.
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Rare Disease Day
February 28, 2014 is Rare Disease Day! One in ten Americans live with a rare disease, and it's time we raise awareness for ALL of the rare diseases out there. Do you know about a rare disease? Spread the word make a post on your blog, Facebook, tweet about it - be annoying and LOUD! Make it so people have no choice but to listen to you!!!
Cystic Fibrosis is a rare disease, listed on NORD (National Organization for Rare Diseases).
https://www.rarediseases.org/
They have a list available on the website. According to NORD's page on CF,
"Cystic fibrosis is a genetic disorder that often affects multiple organ systems of the body. Cystic fibrosis is characterized by abnormalities affecting certain glands (exocrine) of the body especially those that produce mucus. Saliva and sweat glands may also be affected. Exocrine glands secrete substances through ducts, either internally (e.g., glands in the lungs)or externally (e.g., sweat glands). In cystic fibrosis, these secretions become
abnormally thick and can clog up vital areas of the body causing inflammation, obstruction and infection. The symptoms of cystic fibrosis can vary greatly in number and severity from one individual to another. Common symptoms include breathing (respiratory) abnormalities including a persistent cough, shortness of breath and lung infections; obstruction of the pancreas, which prevents digestive enzymes from reaching the intestines to help break down food and may result
in poor growth and poor nutrition; and obstruction of the intestines. Cystic fibrosis is slowly progressive and often causes chronic lung damage, which eventually results in life-threatening complications. Because of improved treatments and new treatment options, the outlook and overall quality of life of individuals with cystic fibrosis has improved and nearly 50 percent of individuals with the disorder are adults. Cystic fibrosis is caused by mutations to the cystic fibrosis transmembrane conductance regulator (CFTR) gene and is inherited as an autosomal recessive trait."
I challenge EVERYONE reading this blog to go to their site, and look at their list find something out about rare diseases.
What makes a disease rare?
A disease which affects less than 200,000 people is what constitutes a rare disease in America. The National Institutes of Health says that there are 6,800 of these diseases, which means together they affect approximately 30 million people.
There are pages on Facebook that you can "like" that have info that you can easily share about Rare Disease Day. I'll share a few links below:
What is a rare disease video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBwCcVGFODs&feature=c4-overview-vl&list=PLMmYBWQscoiFDuDK_G_3dyOsOh_Mu-V8X
What is it like to have a rare disease video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_aMyqn88SEk&list=PLMmYBWQscoiFDuDK_G_3dyOsOh_Mu-V8X
Info
http://rarediseaseday.us/take-action-now/press-kit/
Also on Facebook look up:
Rare Disease Day US - https://www.facebook.com/RareDiseaseDay.US
the Global Genes Project - https://www.facebook.com/globalgenesproject
NORD - https://www.facebook.com/NationalOrganizationforRareDisorders
Cystic Fibrosis is a rare disease, listed on NORD (National Organization for Rare Diseases).
https://www.rarediseases.org/
They have a list available on the website. According to NORD's page on CF,
"Cystic fibrosis is a genetic disorder that often affects multiple organ systems of the body. Cystic fibrosis is characterized by abnormalities affecting certain glands (exocrine) of the body especially those that produce mucus. Saliva and sweat glands may also be affected. Exocrine glands secrete substances through ducts, either internally (e.g., glands in the lungs)or externally (e.g., sweat glands). In cystic fibrosis, these secretions become
abnormally thick and can clog up vital areas of the body causing inflammation, obstruction and infection. The symptoms of cystic fibrosis can vary greatly in number and severity from one individual to another. Common symptoms include breathing (respiratory) abnormalities including a persistent cough, shortness of breath and lung infections; obstruction of the pancreas, which prevents digestive enzymes from reaching the intestines to help break down food and may result
in poor growth and poor nutrition; and obstruction of the intestines. Cystic fibrosis is slowly progressive and often causes chronic lung damage, which eventually results in life-threatening complications. Because of improved treatments and new treatment options, the outlook and overall quality of life of individuals with cystic fibrosis has improved and nearly 50 percent of individuals with the disorder are adults. Cystic fibrosis is caused by mutations to the cystic fibrosis transmembrane conductance regulator (CFTR) gene and is inherited as an autosomal recessive trait."
I challenge EVERYONE reading this blog to go to their site, and look at their list find something out about rare diseases.
What makes a disease rare?
A disease which affects less than 200,000 people is what constitutes a rare disease in America. The National Institutes of Health says that there are 6,800 of these diseases, which means together they affect approximately 30 million people.
There are pages on Facebook that you can "like" that have info that you can easily share about Rare Disease Day. I'll share a few links below:
What is a rare disease video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBwCcVGFODs&feature=c4-overview-vl&list=PLMmYBWQscoiFDuDK_G_3dyOsOh_Mu-V8X
What is it like to have a rare disease video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_aMyqn88SEk&list=PLMmYBWQscoiFDuDK_G_3dyOsOh_Mu-V8X
Info
http://rarediseaseday.us/take-action-now/press-kit/
Also on Facebook look up:
Rare Disease Day US - https://www.facebook.com/RareDiseaseDay.US
the Global Genes Project - https://www.facebook.com/globalgenesproject
NORD - https://www.facebook.com/NationalOrganizationforRareDisorders
Thursday, September 19, 2013
More mito awareness
It's mito awareness week as most of my friends and family know, but a few still seem wrapped up in their own lives. I'm not really surprised, it happens during CF awareness too. I do not for one second think I am the center of the universe, but it would be nice if some of my loved ones at least acted like they were interested in a cure. For either illness. It isn't as if we only get to pick one charity/disease to champion so I am not sure why it is like pulling teeth to get them to come out to an event or to share a post to raise awareness.
Back to raising awareness...
Mitochondria are in almost every cell in the body, and produce 90% of energy needed by the body to function. When there is a dysfunction in the mitochondria the body is not able to convert food and oxygen to energy. The heart, brain, muscles and lungs, are the most affected by mitochondrial disease because the require the most energy. Someone affected may have strokes, seizures, gastro-intestinal problems, (reflux, severe vomiting, constipation, diarrhea), swallowing difficulties, failure to thrive, blindness, deafness, heart and kidney problems, muscle failure, heat/cold intolerance, diabetes, lactic acidosis, immune system problems and liver disease.
Some of my symptoms overlap with my cystic fibrosis, so I guess in a sense I got a double whammy. Please go to UMDF.org for more information on mitochondrial disease and how you can help. Another good site to check out is mitoaction.org
Back to raising awareness...
Mitochondria are in almost every cell in the body, and produce 90% of energy needed by the body to function. When there is a dysfunction in the mitochondria the body is not able to convert food and oxygen to energy. The heart, brain, muscles and lungs, are the most affected by mitochondrial disease because the require the most energy. Someone affected may have strokes, seizures, gastro-intestinal problems, (reflux, severe vomiting, constipation, diarrhea), swallowing difficulties, failure to thrive, blindness, deafness, heart and kidney problems, muscle failure, heat/cold intolerance, diabetes, lactic acidosis, immune system problems and liver disease.
Some of my symptoms overlap with my cystic fibrosis, so I guess in a sense I got a double whammy. Please go to UMDF.org for more information on mitochondrial disease and how you can help. Another good site to check out is mitoaction.org
Monday, September 16, 2013
Mitochondrial Disease Awareness week
Yesterday was the start of mitochondrial disease awareness week! So I'm going to post every day with some information on what exactly this disease is and what it does to me personally. I am not doing this for sympathy or anything but rather so that people can read and see how mito effects me personally. So to start off, what is mitochondrial disease? According to the United Mitochondrial Disease Foundation (UMDF.org) it is:
"A result from failures of the mitochondria, specialized compartments present in every cell of the body except red blood cells. Mitochondria are responsible for creating more than 90% of the energy needed by the body to sustain life and support growth. When they fail, less and less energy is generated within the cell. Cell injury and even cell death. If this process is repeated throughout the body, whole systems begin to fail, and the life of the person in whom this is happening is severely compromised. The disease primarily affects children, but adult onset is becoming more and more common. Depending on which cells are affected, symptoms may include loss of motor control, muscle weakness and pain, gastro-intestinal disorders and swallowing difficulties, poor growth, cardiac disease, liver disease, diabetes, respiratory complications, seizures, visual/hearing problems, lactic acidosis, developmental delays and susceptibility to infection."
So technically:
"Mitochondrial diseases are the result of either inherited or spontaneous mutations in mtDNA or nDNA which lead to altered functions of the proteins or RNA molecules that normally reside in mitochondria. Problems with mitochondrial function, however, may only affect certain tissues as a result of factors occurring during development and growth that we do not yet understand. Even when tissue-specific isoforms of mitochondrial proteins are considered, it is difficult to explain the variable patterns of affected organ systems in the mitochondrial disease syndromes seen clinically."
Mito Action adds:
•Mitochondrial disease is a chronic, genetic disorder that occurs when the mitochondria of the cell fails to produce enough energy for cell or organ function.
•The incidence about 1:3000-4000 individuals in the US. This is similar to the incidence of cystic fibrosis of caucasian births in the U.S.
•There are many forms of mitochondrial disease.
•Mitochondrial disease is inherited in a number of different ways
•Mitochondrial disease presents very differently from individual to individual.
•There may be one individual in a family or many individuals affected over a number of generations.
There are many of them, which means there are many different symptoms. But the most common are:
•Poor Growth
•Loss of muscle coordination, muscle weakness
•Neurological problems, seizures
•Autism, autistic spectrum, autistic-like features
•Visual and/or hearing problems
•Developmental delays, learning disabilities
•Heart, liver or kidney disease
•Gastrointestinal disorders, severe constipation
•Diabetes
•Increased risk of infection
•Thyroid and/or adrenal dysfunction
•Autonomic dysfunction
•Neuropsychological changes characterized by confusion, disorientation and memory loss.
My current symptoms:
•Loss of muscle coordination, muscle weakness, muscle cramps, muscle spasms
*Nerve Pain
*Joint Pain (Fingers, toes, knees hips)
*Poor absorption (result, several vitamin deficiencies) added complications due to CF
*Poor Digestion (added complications due to CF)
*Thyroid dysfunction
•Neuropsychological changes characterized by confusion, disorientation and memory loss.
*Liver (unsure if this is CF related or mito related or a combo)
•Fatigue - everyday
*bone pain
On a scale of 1 - 10 today my fatigue is an 8, muscle pain is 3, joint is 6, and nerve is 5. This numbers are my usual range. When I have a good day I still have my symptoms, they might all be below a 5 or I am hiding it. Which I do all too well, according to my husband.
"A result from failures of the mitochondria, specialized compartments present in every cell of the body except red blood cells. Mitochondria are responsible for creating more than 90% of the energy needed by the body to sustain life and support growth. When they fail, less and less energy is generated within the cell. Cell injury and even cell death. If this process is repeated throughout the body, whole systems begin to fail, and the life of the person in whom this is happening is severely compromised. The disease primarily affects children, but adult onset is becoming more and more common. Depending on which cells are affected, symptoms may include loss of motor control, muscle weakness and pain, gastro-intestinal disorders and swallowing difficulties, poor growth, cardiac disease, liver disease, diabetes, respiratory complications, seizures, visual/hearing problems, lactic acidosis, developmental delays and susceptibility to infection."
So technically:
"Mitochondrial diseases are the result of either inherited or spontaneous mutations in mtDNA or nDNA which lead to altered functions of the proteins or RNA molecules that normally reside in mitochondria. Problems with mitochondrial function, however, may only affect certain tissues as a result of factors occurring during development and growth that we do not yet understand. Even when tissue-specific isoforms of mitochondrial proteins are considered, it is difficult to explain the variable patterns of affected organ systems in the mitochondrial disease syndromes seen clinically."
Mito Action adds:
•Mitochondrial disease is a chronic, genetic disorder that occurs when the mitochondria of the cell fails to produce enough energy for cell or organ function.
•The incidence about 1:3000-4000 individuals in the US. This is similar to the incidence of cystic fibrosis of caucasian births in the U.S.
•There are many forms of mitochondrial disease.
•Mitochondrial disease is inherited in a number of different ways
•Mitochondrial disease presents very differently from individual to individual.
•There may be one individual in a family or many individuals affected over a number of generations.
There are many of them, which means there are many different symptoms. But the most common are:
•Poor Growth
•Loss of muscle coordination, muscle weakness
•Neurological problems, seizures
•Autism, autistic spectrum, autistic-like features
•Visual and/or hearing problems
•Developmental delays, learning disabilities
•Heart, liver or kidney disease
•Gastrointestinal disorders, severe constipation
•Diabetes
•Increased risk of infection
•Thyroid and/or adrenal dysfunction
•Autonomic dysfunction
•Neuropsychological changes characterized by confusion, disorientation and memory loss.
My current symptoms:
•Loss of muscle coordination, muscle weakness, muscle cramps, muscle spasms
*Nerve Pain
*Joint Pain (Fingers, toes, knees hips)
*Poor absorption (result, several vitamin deficiencies) added complications due to CF
*Poor Digestion (added complications due to CF)
*Thyroid dysfunction
•Neuropsychological changes characterized by confusion, disorientation and memory loss.
*Liver (unsure if this is CF related or mito related or a combo)
•Fatigue - everyday
*bone pain
On a scale of 1 - 10 today my fatigue is an 8, muscle pain is 3, joint is 6, and nerve is 5. This numbers are my usual range. When I have a good day I still have my symptoms, they might all be below a 5 or I am hiding it. Which I do all too well, according to my husband.
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Mitochondrial Disease
This week is mitochondrial disease awareness week. I have been making posts about it on face book but to most it will just be a flash in their news feed, so I wanted to do a blog post. I know I don’t have a lot of readers but I hope that you will think about posting something on your blog of your face book to help spread awareness. Mitochondrial disease is different for everyone, just like cystic fibrosis; we are all going the same direction but we have different paths. For more information on mitochondrial diseases please go to umdf.org
My mito:
I have two rare mitochondrial mutations. One my mother has the other the doctors said is a spontaneous mutation never seen before. The spontaneous mutation is disease causing.
My symptoms currently are:
Muscle weakness & fatigue
Muscle cramping and pain
Muscle spasms
Nerve pain (tingling and numbness)
Joint pains
Bone pain (or at least that is what it feels like)
General tiredness/fatigue
Absorption issues which cause:
Memory loss, easily confused, problems with digestion, dry skin, poor night vision, dizziness, and mood swings.
I don’t have all of these symptoms at once; sometimes 3 or 4 at a time, sometimes only one (those are my good days). I also have cystic fibrosis, so I kind got hit with a double whammy. Two diseases with no cure, a genetic gold mine. (joking) I just got approved for SSDI and I have medicare now, so I will be able to get to a doctor and possibly try some new medications and other treatment options. Before I lost health insurance I was getting IV therapy (vitamins, minerals, and lipids) and they were talking about me trying some physical therapy.
The UMDF website has some good information on mito and all of the possible symptoms. Mito can effect many different bodily systems and functions. A list can be found at umdf.org
What is Mitochondrial Disease?
“Mitochondrial diseases result from failures of the mitochondria, specialized compartments present in every cell of the body except red blood cells. Mitochondria are responsible for creating more than 90% of the energy needed by the body to sustain life and support growth. When they fail, less and less energy is generated within the cell. Cell injury and even cell death follow. If this process is repeated throughout the body, whole systems begin to fail, and the life of the person in whom this is happening is severely compromised. The disease primarily affects children, but adult onset is becoming more and more common. Diseases of the mitochondria appear to cause the most damage to cells of the brain, heart, liver, skeletal muscles, kidney and the endocrine and respiratory systems. Depending on which cells are affected, symptoms may include loss of motor control, muscle weakness and pain, gastro-intestinal disorders and swallowing difficulties, poor growth, cardiac disease, liver disease, diabetes, respiratory complications, seizures, visual/hearing problems, lactic acidosis, developmental delays and susceptibility to infection.”
My mito:
I have two rare mitochondrial mutations. One my mother has the other the doctors said is a spontaneous mutation never seen before. The spontaneous mutation is disease causing.
My symptoms currently are:
Muscle weakness & fatigue
Muscle cramping and pain
Muscle spasms
Nerve pain (tingling and numbness)
Joint pains
Bone pain (or at least that is what it feels like)
General tiredness/fatigue
Absorption issues which cause:
Memory loss, easily confused, problems with digestion, dry skin, poor night vision, dizziness, and mood swings.
I don’t have all of these symptoms at once; sometimes 3 or 4 at a time, sometimes only one (those are my good days). I also have cystic fibrosis, so I kind got hit with a double whammy. Two diseases with no cure, a genetic gold mine. (joking) I just got approved for SSDI and I have medicare now, so I will be able to get to a doctor and possibly try some new medications and other treatment options. Before I lost health insurance I was getting IV therapy (vitamins, minerals, and lipids) and they were talking about me trying some physical therapy.
The UMDF website has some good information on mito and all of the possible symptoms. Mito can effect many different bodily systems and functions. A list can be found at umdf.org
What is Mitochondrial Disease?
“Mitochondrial diseases result from failures of the mitochondria, specialized compartments present in every cell of the body except red blood cells. Mitochondria are responsible for creating more than 90% of the energy needed by the body to sustain life and support growth. When they fail, less and less energy is generated within the cell. Cell injury and even cell death follow. If this process is repeated throughout the body, whole systems begin to fail, and the life of the person in whom this is happening is severely compromised. The disease primarily affects children, but adult onset is becoming more and more common. Diseases of the mitochondria appear to cause the most damage to cells of the brain, heart, liver, skeletal muscles, kidney and the endocrine and respiratory systems. Depending on which cells are affected, symptoms may include loss of motor control, muscle weakness and pain, gastro-intestinal disorders and swallowing difficulties, poor growth, cardiac disease, liver disease, diabetes, respiratory complications, seizures, visual/hearing problems, lactic acidosis, developmental delays and susceptibility to infection.”
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Clinging to CF
So after a discussion with my husband a few nights ago and some serious soul searching...I have come to a realization.
I've been in denial about this whole mitochondrial disease issue. I've been so focused on CF, and raising money and awareness that I have not acknowledged the other serious disease in my life. I've talked about it, sure; but I've done little to fund raise or spread awareness. (At least compared to the stuff I've done for CF)
It occurred to me with VX-770, that a pill for me might be around the corner and I got excited. I've spent a lot of time this week going over stuff I'd like to do, going back to work is one of the things on that list. But then I realized...I'm not working because I get frequent infections, I don't have the energy and my muscles cramp and ache. According to the mito information; those things can all be caused by mitochondrial disease. I knew my muscles were a result of the mito but I kept telling myself everything else could be CF related.
To clarify; I didn't delude my self because CF is less serious in anyway shape or form. I did this because I can explain cystic fibrosis. Because when I tell people I have CF and they ask, "What's that?" I can actually answer. When I tell people I have a mitochondrial disease 95% have no idea what I'm talking about. And when they as, "What is that"; I explain as best as I can a disease that my doctors don't even fully understand. People look at me like I use this as an excuse to be lazy...so I only discuss it with people who already know me and understand mito. When I meet people I don't say "Hi I'm Chrissy and I have two genetic diseases". When health comes up I usually just say I have CF and another genetic disease that is not well known. If people pry by asking what it is, I tell them it is a muscle disease. It sounds better than saying, "It is a disease in which my body doesn't produce enough energy on a day to day basis. So the symptoms can vary from person to person."
I mean typing it, it reads as a straight forward answer...I just wish it was so straight forward that people would not judge me.
I've been in denial about this whole mitochondrial disease issue. I've been so focused on CF, and raising money and awareness that I have not acknowledged the other serious disease in my life. I've talked about it, sure; but I've done little to fund raise or spread awareness. (At least compared to the stuff I've done for CF)
It occurred to me with VX-770, that a pill for me might be around the corner and I got excited. I've spent a lot of time this week going over stuff I'd like to do, going back to work is one of the things on that list. But then I realized...I'm not working because I get frequent infections, I don't have the energy and my muscles cramp and ache. According to the mito information; those things can all be caused by mitochondrial disease. I knew my muscles were a result of the mito but I kept telling myself everything else could be CF related.
To clarify; I didn't delude my self because CF is less serious in anyway shape or form. I did this because I can explain cystic fibrosis. Because when I tell people I have CF and they ask, "What's that?" I can actually answer. When I tell people I have a mitochondrial disease 95% have no idea what I'm talking about. And when they as, "What is that"; I explain as best as I can a disease that my doctors don't even fully understand. People look at me like I use this as an excuse to be lazy...so I only discuss it with people who already know me and understand mito. When I meet people I don't say "Hi I'm Chrissy and I have two genetic diseases". When health comes up I usually just say I have CF and another genetic disease that is not well known. If people pry by asking what it is, I tell them it is a muscle disease. It sounds better than saying, "It is a disease in which my body doesn't produce enough energy on a day to day basis. So the symptoms can vary from person to person."
I mean typing it, it reads as a straight forward answer...I just wish it was so straight forward that people would not judge me.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Just another day...
I haven't updated recently as we have just been supper busy here. I had an NIH appointment, which went well. My FEV was 82% (up from 79%)! I got all my meds refilled and had some bloodwork done. On the muscle front things seems to be getting achey again and weak; just like before. BUT I'm just taking it one day at a time!
A few weeks ago a friend of mine had a Cystic Fibrosis Fundraiser, I was a speaker. I took the time to go over a list of people with CF who had died recently and all of their ages. It's tough when you go over the list, I started crying while reading them. Only a handful were older than me. The sad fact is that the median life expectancy is 37.4 (as of 2008). I usually don't focus on that myself; but it is always in the back of my mind. When I fundraise or try to spread awareness I always add it in and make sure people know it. I want them to know what CF is, what it does and that there is NO CURE. I just want to scream it so that people will donate money to the Cystic Fibrosis Foundation. The foundation supports a lot of research in new medications to help us have a better quality of life and the chance for a cure.
I would be lying if I didn't add in that *I* want a cure. I want to see my daughter graduate and get married... I want the people with CF that I have met online to get better (although a cure would not repair damage already done), I don't want children to suffer...
I have a whole list of other things I want; but a cure, is something patients and families want too. It's what keeps our hope alive.
A few weeks ago a friend of mine had a Cystic Fibrosis Fundraiser, I was a speaker. I took the time to go over a list of people with CF who had died recently and all of their ages. It's tough when you go over the list, I started crying while reading them. Only a handful were older than me. The sad fact is that the median life expectancy is 37.4 (as of 2008). I usually don't focus on that myself; but it is always in the back of my mind. When I fundraise or try to spread awareness I always add it in and make sure people know it. I want them to know what CF is, what it does and that there is NO CURE. I just want to scream it so that people will donate money to the Cystic Fibrosis Foundation. The foundation supports a lot of research in new medications to help us have a better quality of life and the chance for a cure.
I would be lying if I didn't add in that *I* want a cure. I want to see my daughter graduate and get married... I want the people with CF that I have met online to get better (although a cure would not repair damage already done), I don't want children to suffer...
I have a whole list of other things I want; but a cure, is something patients and families want too. It's what keeps our hope alive.
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