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I am a wife and mother who also has cystic fibrosis and a mitochondrial disease.

Friday, June 11, 2010

One sided chat

I haven't updated in while, life just go too crazy. It's getting back to normal so I'll have more time to update. I have been taking online classes to get my Bachelors in Health Care Administration. I only take one class at a time, mainly because I can't really sit for long periods of time. (Or stand either, like I have to shift positions a lot) This last class was a math class and let me just say...I stink at math. I forgot how bad I was at it! I was in the middle of it about a month ago but my Grandmother passed away so I dropped it and restarted a few weeks later.
I am not expecting to use the degree, although its nice to think that by some miracle I'll be able to work again. I have discovered that I love to learn. I am really enjoying being in these classes, meeting people, learning about new concepts. My favorite classes so far were religious traditions one and two; followed closely by pop culture and a few other sociology classes. I like learning what makes a society click. I like learning about what makes the individual tick also. My next class will be Anatomy and Physiology but I am most excited for my human behavior class.

Other than my brain working, not much else seems to be doing what it should! I've been pretty tired lately, but I did a clean out last week and I do feel better. My memory has improved, which is good; and my muscles haven't been hurting as bad, which is awesome. So all in all I'm doing well although I am still dreaming about my Grandmothers last breath (which I was there for) so my sleep habits aren't the best right now. I just hate sleeping and being reminded about it all, in the begining I dreamed about it a lot. I'd even wake up holding my breath, but not so much now. Now my dreams involve her being alive with a few dreams mixed in about that night. So it is getting better I suppose.